same old story

i think i had an parasuicide. its like a tendency to hurted your self. i had it by physically and emotionally.

you know, you over and over hurted by someone, but you not leaving him yet. you can't.emotionally  parasuicide, thats what i feelin rite now. many times i said to my self to let it go. but i just can't. one time, finally i could let my feelin' go, but he's come over again, and make me feel lovable then he's just dropped me down.
i need an ear rite now. i want to share this pain. but i have nobody, but God to sharing this.

and all i wanted, just let this feelin go suddenly.